mindwanderings

It’s almost Thanksgiving and I’m still here in SF with my babe. As you know, I didn’t go home this holiday due to some explainable reasons but mostly on my part. So far, I’ve had an amazing time with my sweetheart. We basically spent many afternoons wandering and roaming the streets of downtown SF. I love being amidst the rush of the crowds and noise, and persistence of the city. It’s a wondrous feeling to be standing on a crowded street with the one you love, knowing that everything around you doesn’t matter as much as having your love in your arms.

Although I have a whole week with him, I am dreading the day that I will once again have to say goodbye to him. It always hurt each time. I would think having said goodbye a million times to him would make things easier, but really, it just gets harder. I never know what to do, I never know how to act, and I never know what to say.

I’m really and truly thankful, grateful, and ultimately lucky to have someone so special in my life. He is probably sleeping right now as I type this, and even as the day is coming to an end, I can’t help but think about him. He drove up 700 miles just to see me, to be with me, because he said he loves me. All that does is fill my eyes with tears, my life with joy, and my heart with love.

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